حلم يولد من جديد

كان عندى حلم كبير ॥ حلم جميل ॥ حلم مضئ ॥ حلم واصل للسما ॥ حلم واضح متخطط ومكتوب ...

حلم اتولد جوايا صغير حر برئ ॥ كبر وحده وحده ॥ ومشى خطوة خطوة ॥ مكنش متخيل انه هيلاقى فى يوم طريق مسدود...

مرت الايام ومشاغل الحياة غطت على الحلم الكبير ॥ وادفن الحلم المضئ فى الركام مكبوت ...

ولأنه ما اتغذاش ॥ مكبرش ॥ منماش॥ لقى الحلم نفسه فجأة فى سجن قضبانه شك وخوف...

مقدرش يقاوم ॥ يصرخ بيستجد بيتحايل ॥ ملقاش حد ينجده ملقاش غير صدى للصوت...

وعدت أيام كتير ॥ وحصلت أحداث كتير॥وصورة الحلم الجميل طيفها فى الخيال مرسوم...

بس قضبان الشك والخوف ॥ كل ما يحاول الحلم يتنفس يلاقيها هتموتوه مخنوق ...

فى نفس الوقت الحلم بيحاول ॥بينتفض بيقاوم ॥ على أمل انه فى يوم يطلع تانى لفوق...

و فى أقسى لحظة ضياع وحيرة ॥ اخد الحلم القرار انه مش ممكن يمووت مخنوق...

مش ممكن يسلم بالفشل ॥ طول مافيه فى النفس ايمان ويقين باللى خلق الكون...

ولأنه فى احلك لحظات اليأس نور الايمان هو اللى بيحيي القلوب...

بعزيمة وصبر ॥ بهمة واصرار ॥ اخد الحلم يقاتل بشراسة كل شك وخوف...

وبأمر المولى ॥ فى لحظة صدق ॥ غلب الحلم وانتهت المعركة بالفوز...

انتصر الحلم وراحت آثار المعركة و أزال بقايا كل اللى كان موجود...

من شك وخوف ॥ من عجز وكسل॥ وطار الحلم بحرية تانى لفوق...

نور الحلم الجمبل وانتعش ॥ اتنفس تانى واتفرش॥ واخد راحته بعد ما قعد كتير مكبوت...

اترجم الحلم الكبير فى تصرفات ॥ فى كلمة॥ فى همسة॥ فى فكرة ॥ فى قيمة وفى اعتقاد.. مولود...

كبر الحلم اكتر وكتر ॥ رسخ واتشبك ॥ فى اركان روحى كلها عاشق ومعشوق...

وامتدت جذور الحلم جواى.. اتفرعت فروعه ॥وزهزهت أغصانه وامتدت لفوق...

واتشرح صدرى وارتاح بالى ॥ واتملت روحى بهنا.. بفرح ..بسرور ملأ الوجود...

الحلم الجميل ॥ الكبير ॥ المضئ॥ اتولد من جديد ॥ وبعث فى نفسى تانى معانى النجاح والطموح...

بقى كلى أمل فى بكرة ॥ فى النهاردة ॥ ورضا عن امبارح واتعلمت الدرس بعد تعب ومجهود...

طول ما الحلم عايش جوانا ॥ طول ما حاربنا بجد عشانه॥ طول ما سقيناه ايمان بيقين راسخ موجود....

هنعيش حياة طيبة ॥ نحقق فيها هدفنا المنشود॥ اكبر غاايتنا فيها رضا رب الوجود ....

عمل وعبادة॥ ايمان وسعادة ॥خدمه لعبادة ॥ رفعة لدينه ॥ جهاد فى سبيله

॥وحلم كبير مضئ طاير فى السما॥ لفوق.. لفوق....

خديجة

26أكتوبر 2010

A SONG GIFT TO MYSELF!

This is a crazy world

These can be lonely times

It's hard to know who's on your side

Most of the time

Who can you really trust

Who do you really know

Is there anybody out there

Who can make you feel less alone

Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run

If you need a shoulder to cry on

I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain

When you need a healer for your pain

I will be there time and time again

When you need someone to love you

Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams

Just lay them all on me

I'll be the one who understands

So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I'll do my best

To fill you up with all the love

That I can show someoneI promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run

If you need a shoulder to cry on

I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain

When you need a healer for your pain

I will be there time and time again

When you need someone to love you

Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who

keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run

If you need a shoulder to cry on

I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain

When you need a healer for your pain

I will be there time and time again

When you need someone to love you

Here I am,

Here I am

flying without wings

Everybody's looking for that something

One thing that makes it all complete

You'll find it in the strangest places

Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children

Some find it in their lover's eyes

Who can deny the joy it brings

When you've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning

Some in their solitary lives

You'll find it in the words of others

A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship

The kind you cherish all your life

And when you know how much that means

You've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem

You've got to fight for every dream

Cos who's to know which one you let go

Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you

To watch the sunrise on your face

To know that I can say I love you

In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know

Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings

Cos you're my special thing

I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins

And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings

And that's the joy you bring.....I'm flying without wings

find yourself

When you find yourselfIn some far off place

And it causes you to rethink some things

You start to sense that slowly You're becoming someone else

And then you find yourself

When you make new friends in a brand new town

And you start to think about settlin' down

The things that would have been lost on you Are now clear as a bell

And you find yourself

Yeah that's when you find yourself

Where you go through life

So sure of where you’re headin'

And you wind up lost and it's The best thing that could have happened

‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well

Because you find yourself

Yeah that’s when you find yourself

When you meet the one

That you've been waitin' for

And he's everything that you want and more

You look at him and you finally start to live for some one else

And then you find yourself

That’s when you find yourself

When we go through life

So sure of where we're headin'

And we wind up lost and it's The best thing that could have happened

‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well

Because you find yourself

Yeah that's when you find yourself

the climb

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb.....

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

The rest is still unwritten

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined

I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find.......

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your innovations

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inner visions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Live your life with arms wide open

To the years where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten...

The rest is still unwritten.......

The rest is still unwritten..........................

ابحث عن هدف لروحك

فى بداية الرحلة .. رحلة البحث لاكتشاف ذاتى الحقيقية .. يجب البحث عن الغاية .. عن الهدف .. هدف لروحى .. عن العنوان الرئيسى الكبير الذى يوضع تحته كل العناوين والأحلام و الطموحات و الأدوار التى تحدد حياتى..

يطول البحث أو يقصر .. يصعب أو يسهل .. لم ولن أجد لنفسى سوى ان تكون غايتى فى هذه الدنيا .. هى رضاك يا رب العالمين..

بس الموضوع مش كلام .. مش شعارات .. مش حاجة تروح وتيجى .. دى مسئولية كبيرة قوى .. ان كل حركاتى وسكناتى كلامى.. انفعالاتى ..استمتاعى ..تكون فى رضا الله.. والغاية دى لازم تكون نابعة من أعماق القلب . ساكنة ومترسخة فى الوجدان..

فمهما تفرقت بى الدروب ..أو رسمت الخطط والحلام .. يجب ألا تحيد أو تغيب عن تلك الغاية.. أن يرضى الله عنى .. وأن تكون أعمالى و حياتى كلها.. فى رضاه..

ان السعادة أن تعيش ........... لفكرة الحق التليد
لعيدة كبرى تحل .......... قضية الكون العتيد
وتجيب عما يسأل ............ الحيران فى وعى رشيد
من أين جئت؟ وأين ............ أذهب؟ لم خلقت؟ ولم أعود؟
فتشيع فى النفس اليقين .......... وتطرد الشك العنيد
وتعلم الفكر السوى .............. وتصنع الخلق الرشيد
تعطى حياتك قيمة ............... رب الحياة بها يشيد
ليظل طرفك رانيا ............... فى الأفق للهدف البعيد
فتعيش فى الدنيا لأخرى ........... لا تزول و لا تبيد
هذى العقيدة للسعيد ............... هى الأساس هى العمود
من عاش يحملها ويهتف............. باسمها فهو السعيد

فهى الغاية التى ستنير الطريق.. وستجيب عن التساؤلات التى لا تنتهى .. وتزرع اليقين فى القلب .. والراحة فى البال .. والتوكل على الله .. والرضا عنه مهما قدر من أقدار .. وهى التى ستحقق السعادة الحقة .. ومتعة النجاح .. والحياة الطيبة.